Emptiness ...

Why ?? and How ?? Its always a sense of wonder that how can one person you were with once can stay so happy while d other is sulking and sulking. Is this how the life is or is this the way it has to be. Why is it so tough to really understand the simple phenomenon of happiness over any other feeling. It is really an ordeal to stay fresh and alive by any person ... !! Is this so complex or we make it complex ?? Brain and heart sync is wat, some call bull shit while I really think dis is d soul part of you and your panzy thinking. Is living in some huge space a drawback or a bliss, is d question I often try to answer myself. Why the void, the emptiness when there are dozens of lovely people around. Is it me or the way the life takes you to be in ...

I wonder and wonder very often about what I have achieved in terms of everything in this quarter life I spent. The answer truly lies in front of you and that is nothin as complete whole. There is sense of in-completeness in all but how and in what way can we overcome that. The real emptiness is created by oneself and you always accuse all the people who have been in your life from the start. Can this void be overcome ... the very simple answer is no. Yeah I mean thats true, just think why you get sad and gloomy sometimes, is it because u didn't achieved something, no its because you fail in your expectations and you are again led down by the one you except the most. I know the expectations are not very high but still u get failure there. Its always taught by your friends, family and foes that keep no expectations bt why a person always expects. Its the nature, its a human being thing, and this makes your room, for errors more and more.

Thinking about someone and missing that person is always foolishness in someways and also not. Foolish because it will bring not a tinge of happiness to you and not because it keeps u alive and live. It makes u feel relished and refined. The biggest evil prevailing in one being is not anger, jealousy or anything but its love and d love u need and want. Haha !!! surpsrised but true. You really get sad when get hurt so often that you are left with nothin to say but, " I'm used to it".

In d short span of time the one who is so important for you is with someone else who she thinks important fr her or you find the person way far away from you. Sittin with buddies and drinking beer, listning songs do tend to push you back all times to the same position but in reality you are stuck in time ... Very apty said in one of the bollywood movie, "Kya lekey aaye they and kya lekey jaaogey", nothin simply nothin. Its just some bunch of memories that make u go nuts and eventually puts you in no mans land always. Grabbing a coat and rolling on the road, going beaches and knocking beer is always like icing on the cake.

Emptiness rocks !!!!!!!!!!